Just a Little Shoot

As we’ve many times noted, this season of Advent is a practice in visioning.  It is a time of looking toward what “shall” be (as the use of the word “shall” appears at least sixteen times in today’s Scripture).  It gives us something to look toward, something for which we can purposefully and intentionally wait.  It gives us something to hang onto when the storms toss us about.

And, yet, this passage is set in a time not unlike our own.  The people fear they are losing their way, fear that their world is changing into something that they will no longer recognize, fear that it is all slipping away.  And there, there in the midst of the pain and the uncertainty, in the midst of hopes cut off and loss and despair prevailing, in the midst of empires threatening and power wrecking, God comes to sit with us in the season.  And we are given a vision, a vision of a different way, a vision of righteousness and equity and faithfulness and peace, a vision of what shall be.  There is no promise given that the nation would rise again.  Things are not going to return to the way they were.  Time and space will never sync enough for that to happen.  That never happens.  But the prophet’s vision includes a shoot, a tiny shoot that will appear.  The shoot will not become a mighty cedar.  It will not overtake the earth.  Rather, the shoot will begin what shall be.

A shoot shall come out from the stump of Jesse.  It will be fragile yet tenacious.  It will grow where no one ever thought it would.  It will push back the stone and become life.  It will rise up and be anew.  That shoot, that tiny shoot that many are sometimes tempted to cut down and clear away, contains everything.  In it is the very DNA, the written story, of what God envisions for Creation.  That shoot contains our story.  That shoot contains your story.

What will you do to tend to this seed, this fledgling shoot?  What will you do as it grows and strengthens?  We often talk about ourselves as the harvesters, those that help bring God’s vision to be.  But in this Advent time, we are called to be those who care and tend, those who see this shoot even as the world around us is often filled with weeds and despair.  Do you see it?  It’s there…there on the dead stump, just beginning to grow.  Life is pushing through.  It is yours, your story, your life.

Lyrics

Song Like A Seed (Sara Thomsen)

Ay, what to sing about in these days
What rhyme or melody, turn of phrase?
What is your story now, where is your gaze?
Ay, what to sing about in these days

Towers are tumbling, tumbling down
Fortresses fumbling, crumbling crowns
Governments grumbling, as they drown
Towers are tumbling, tumbling down

Plant your song like a seed
Hold your heart like a prayer bead
Give your breath like a tree
Set your soul’s deep love free

I know a woman who walks and prays
Follows the river’s old rambling ways
Eagle flies over and butterflies play
Watching the warrior walk and pray

What is your story now, where is your heart?
This is a one-act play, what’s your part?
In every ending there’s some new start
What is your story now, where is your heart?

Plant your song like a seed
Hold your heart like a prayer bead
Give your breath like a tree
Set your soul’s deep love free

There is a garden that grows at night
Then in the winter it tucks in tight
Drifts off in dreams about birds in flight
That carry the seeds of this garden’s life

Ay, what to sing about in these days
What rhyme or melody, turn of phrase?
What is your story now, where is your gaze?
Ay, what to sing about in these days

© 2018 Sara Thomsen

Grace and Peace,

Shelli

Within

So, we’re four days into Advent, four days into waiting on the world to change, and, as far as I can tell, there have not been any huge changes made.  I mean, wouldn’t it be wonderful if this was the year, if this was the season, when peace came to be?  Wouldn’t it be grand if this was when people began to recognize that each of us is a child of God?  Wouldn’t it be terrific if this was when poverty and hunger and racism and xenophobia and gun violence and global warming and all those things that clutter our world were resolved?  Wouldn’t it be the most incredible thing if all of us could lay down our weapons and our power and our need to preserve the status quo?  Wouldn’t it be something if we didn’t have to wait anymore for the world to change?  What if we discovered that we really were standing within your gates?

But we all know better.  There is so much that needs to change, so much that needs to happen before the Kingdom of God, the vision that God intended all along for us comes to be in its fullness.  And so, we wait.  And, today, we’re given this psalm.  It is a “Song of Ascents”.  It describes the pilgrim throng entering the “house of the Lord”.  It’s the invitation.  Let us go to the house of the Lord.  It is the eternal peace, that vision that we’ve been talking about.  It is the Kingdom of God in its fullness. 

Advent is indeed a season of waiting.  But it is also a season of imagining.  It is a season of beginning the ascent.  It is the season when we journey to the House of the Lord.  And in this way, our waiting, our waiting for the world to change, begins with us.  For within us, is that peace.  Within us, is that vision that God holds for us all.  The waiting on the world to change begins within us.  It begins with us imagining it and journeying toward it.  Our feet are indeed standing within your gates, O Jerusalem.  Peace be within you.  It’s right there….

Grace and Peace,

Shelli

Armor of Light

Waiting is all about timing.  It is about knowing when to wait, when to awake, and when to start moving forward.  So, Paul tells us to lay the works of darkness aside and put on the armor of light and, well, start moving.  I actually find that a rather odd notion—an armor of light.  What exactly is that?  After all, an armor is solid, deflecting, a protective shield against that which comes against it.  Honestly, sometimes I find the military language a bit off putting, as if we are somehow taking those wonders of faith and pulling them down into our secular language, the language of empire.

But, remember, this was written right in the middle of an empire to people who lived in and were subjects of that empire.  It was what they understood.  Think about it.  You know all those military soldiers that you see so often, the ones that are marching for the emperor through the streets of Rome and its subject cities?  Think about the armor they wear.  And don an armor that is different.  Because God’s entry into the world in the form of Jesus Christ did not affirm and ratify the empire.  In fact, it was inherently ANTI-earthly empire.  The coming of Christ was the beginning of the end of the earthly empires. 

In its place, we were given a vision of a New Kingdom, a Kingdom where peace reigns, where poverty is filled, where the excluded are welcomed, and where we all stand together.  It’s not a pipe dream.  It’s that armor of light that Paul told us to don.  But it’s not an armor that protects us or hides us; it’s an armor that we become.  And that is what we are called to do now, even in the midst of this earthly empire—to become light, to reflect light.

Imagine looking into a dark sky away from the city lights, a sky filled with stars.  But they’re not covering the sky.  Darkness is still there, still prevalent.  But the stars peek through as if someone punched pinholes into the sky mass—just enough for the light to get through.  And that is where we come in, we, the armor-wearing reflectors of the light of God shining into the world as we imagine God continuing to punch those pinholes into the darkness. 

But if you remember your astronomy lessons, some of that light has taken hundreds of thousands of years to get to us.  The Light has already shined into our midst.  But sometimes it takes us awhile to see it.  But it’s as near as what we see.  Yes, waiting is about timing.  We are waiting for us to catch up to the Light.  So, this is the moment when we must awake from sleep and start looking toward the light.  The Kingdom of God is coming to be.  It is happening as fast we can see.  So, open your eyes.  It’s there.

Lyrics:  “We Shall Be Free” (Garth Brooks)

This ain’t comin’ from no prophet
Just an ordinary man
When I close my eyes
The way this world shall be
When we all walk hand in hand

When the last child cries for a crust of bread
When the last man dies for just words that he said
When there’s shelter over the poorest head
Then we shall be free, yeah

When the last thing we notice is the color of skin
And the first thing we look for is the beauty within
When the skies and the oceans are clean again
Then we shall be free

We shall be free, we shall be free
Stand straight and walk proud
‘Cause we shall be free

When we’re free to love anyone we choose
When this world’s big enough for all different views
When we all can worship from our own kind of pew
Then we shall be free, yeah (oh, oh, oh)

We shall be free, we shall be free
Have a little faith, hold out
‘Cause we shall be free

And when money talks for the very last time
And nobody walks a step behind
When there’s only one race
And that’s mankind, then we shall be free

We shall be free, we shall be free
Stand straight (walk proud)
Have a little faith (hold out)
We shall be free (oh, oh, oh)
We shall be free, we shall be free
(Stand straight) stand straight
(Have a little faith) walk proud
‘Cause we shall be free (oh, oh, oh)

We shall be free, we shall be free
Stand straight, walk proud
‘Cause we shall be free (oh, oh, oh)
(We shall be free)

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Stephanie Davis / Troyal Brooks

We Shall Be Free lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

Grace and Peace,

Shelli

Expecting a Peaceable Kingdom

Notice the tenses in today’s reading.  The word “shall” is used (if I counted correctly) ten times.  The prophet is giving us a vision of what is to come, something that is not here yet but something that we can expect.  Expectations are important in this Waiting Season.  If our waiting is not accompanied by expectations, then we’re really just sort of hanging around until whatever comes next.  But that’s not what we’re called to do.  We’re called to Holy Expectation, to envisioning what the world around could be.  Because, you see, that’s the only way that it happens.  God gave us a vision so that we could expect it and work toward it.  God gave us a vision so that we could journey toward it all the while living as if it is already here.

I know it’s hard.  Our world is sometimes spinning so fast, throwing off things that we don’t even think we can survive.  How can we live as if God’s vision is here?  How can we expect that vision to survive what we’re going through now?  I must honestly confess that I feel like we’ve gone backwards a bit, that we’ve lost some ground in realizing the Peaceable Kingdom.  And it makes it really, really hard to live as if God’s vision is here.  I see a rise in racism and xenophobia.  I see an increased level of violence.  And I see a society and a world that is in many ways closing its eyes to what is going on.  We can’t do that.  We have to envision that Peaceable Kingdom.  We have to expect that change in the world around us.  We have to believe it will happen—because that’s what our faith tells us.

Think about when this was written.  The world was constantly at war. They were stupid wars over stupid things, arguments over who had what land and who had what resources. People did not trust each other. Societies and ethnicities pulled into themselves and began to shut out those who were different.  They no longer trusted the “other”, the immigrant, those who were living in their midst because they had no place else to go.  They fought against those who thought differently, who worshipped differently, who lived differently.  Their first priority was themselves.  Their first thought was those who were like them.  Their vision of the world had shrunk to only what they could see, to only what made them comfortable.

And the prophet comes along and tells them to expect something different, to expect a world where wars subside and people come together.  It was a Kingdom that was there for the taking, for the imagining.  It was a Kingdom that we should dare to expect will happen.  And then the prophet changes the tense of his writing.  Expect it.  And let us go—all of us, together—into the house of the Lord.

Lyrics:  “Do No Harm” (Carrie Newcomer)

John Roth had a heart like flame
He believed all souls were loved the same
He packed up his hopes and his family and moved to Ohio

There in the deep dark wilderness
With a newborn son he soon was blessed
Raised him up in the ways of the old prophets
Named him Isaiah Roth

Do no harm shed no blood the only law here is love
We can call the kingdom down here on earth
Beat your swords into plows don’t be afraid I’ll show you how
Lift your eyes to the skies all is holy here

The forest people soon came near his message to the red children clear
We can build the peaceable kingdom here in shadows of these trees

They planted oats and beans and maize
They planted their hearts in the dirt of that place
And they learned to speak of hope and grace
In the language of John Roth

Do no harm shed no blood the only law here is love
We can call the kingdom down here on earth
Beat your swords into plows don’t be afraid I’ll show you how
Lift your eyes to the skies all is holy here

When Isaiah Roth had just turned ten
He was working up in the loft again
He looked out and he saw eight white men
Come riding up that day
The men called out from the deepening glade
Saying y’all come on out an we can trade?

The forest people walked out unafraid with smiles and open hands
The white traders lifted up their guns
And shot them down each and every one
And the Eden that John Roth begun
Lay bleeding on the ground

Do no harm shed no blood the only law here is love
We can call the kingdom down here on earth
Beat your swords into plows don’t be afraid I’ll show you how
Lift your eyes to the skies all is holy here

Now the world has aged by fifty years
The Quakers came and settled near
Old Isaiah Roth still preaches here that the greatest law is love
Now some people say it’s all a scam just the ravings of some old man
But Isaiah Roth says he still can see Eden on the hill

Do no harm
Shed no blood
The only law here is love

Source: Musixmatch

Songwriters: Carrie Newcomer / Carrie Ann Newcomer

Grace and Peace,

Shelli

Waiting on the World to Change

And, so, we begin again.  Today is the first day of Advent and the first day of our Christian year.  We’ve arrived back at the beginning.  And, yes, I know sometimes it feels like we don’t really get anywhere but as we traverse through our faith journey season after season, there really ARE differences.  Perhaps the light seems a bit brighter.  Maybe we are catching on just a little bit more quickly.  But, as the Scripture says, we STILL don’t know what will happen when.  And that, my friends, is what faith is all about.

But this Scripture is always a weird start to the season for me.  This can’t be right!  What happened to Mary?  Where are those angels announcing the coming birth?  And why are we reading about Noah’s ark? That’s just odd.  Come on, we need something joyful and festive to think about.  After all, life is hard right now.  Our world seems to have so many problems. It would be really, really great if some things would change. But why in the world are we beginning at what feels like the end of the story?  We start there because, as we know, the end is always the beginning.

The reference to Noah reminds us that life goes on.  Life is always going on.  The seasons come and go and come again (and, yes, some are filled with wind and torrents and crowds).  And, hopefully, somewhere in there, we become a little wiser and a little closer to God.  Hopefully, we’ll be able to recognize the rainbow when it comes.  But it calls for us to wake up a little and realize that we are even as we sit here being gathered into the arms of God.

Yes, there are those that would take this passage and understand it as predicting our being temporarily or permanently removed from this world.  Some even will try to hold it over peoples’ heads as a way to scare people into believing.  I don’t think that’s what it’s about, though.  Faith is not about doing the right thing or living the right way or being scared into a place that does not feel welcoming and grace-filled.  God doesn’t want us to come to faith kicking and screaming.  God desires a relationship with us and wants us to desire a relationship with God.  And God has enough faith in us to do that. 

So, the writer of Matthew’s Gospel writes about this relationship.  Those who are “taken” refers to being gathered into the Kingdom community at the end of what we know, just as some were gathered into the ark, redeemed in a way that they never thought possible.  So, being a believer means to stay awake so that we will be a part of it even now, awake to the surprises that are to come.  Because, imagine, what if the surprise turns out to be that Jesus was here all along, that ahead of time itself, he has been calling and gathering and enlightening and sanctifying all along?  What if we really ARE called to be the hands of Christ?  What if rather than waiting on the world to change, we are called to make those changes, to BE those changes? What if rather than dozing off or lulling ourselves into a sort of sleepwalking life as we tend to do, we have been called to be awake to everything that God continues to do?  So, are you awake?

So, Advent arrives, abruptly disrupting our comfortable lives.  And we are called to wake up to God breaking through the darkness into our lives—2,000 years ago, in the promised future, and even today if we will only awaken to the dawn.   Ralph Waldo Emerson once said that “people only see what they are prepared to see.”  So, now is the time to prepare.

The curtain on the Advent is now rising.  Jesus is not waiting in the wings somewhere until the play is done; rather, Jesus is standing on the stage itself, inviting us in. “Come, awaken, wait with me.  You do not know when the Glory will come but this waiting is a holy place.  Stay awake so that you won’t miss the inbreaking of the Divine itself, the dawn of the fullness of the Kingdom of God.”  The reason that we begin at the end is because it is the same as the beginning.  God is the Alpha and the Omega.  Birth and death are all wrapped up together, needing each other to give life.  Awaken now so that you do not miss one thing.  Open your eyes.  The baby is coming!  The extraordinary miracle of what is about to happen is matched only by the moment before it does—this moment, this time.  The world awaits!  Awaken that you do not miss the story!  Yes, I know you’re waiting on the world to change.  So, what are you going to do?

Lyrics:  “Somewhere to Begin”

People say to me, “Oh, you gotta be crazy!
How can you sing in times like these?
Don’t you read the news? Don’t you know the score?
How can you sing when so many others grieve?”
People say to me, “What kind of fool believes
That a song will make a difference in the end?”

By way of a reply, I say a fool such as I
Who sees a song as somewhere to begin
A song is somewhere to begin
The search for something worth believing in
If changes are to come there are things that must be done
And a song is somewhere to begin

Additional verses: 2) Dream… 3) Love…


© T. R. Ritchie, Whitebark Music/BMI

Grace and Peace,

Shelli

Eat This Bread…Eat It Now

Once a year my rather large extended family holds our annual Family Reunion and for more years than I can even remember, there has always been a story contest.   But in recent years, the stories began to get a little bit raunchier and a whole lot stupider.  So, a few years ago, when the year came for my branch of the family to be in charge of the reunion, we came up with something new.  Rather than trying to top each other with the raunchiest and most outlandish stories, we decided to tell stories about the past.  You see, in those years, we had lost most of those that were two generations ahead of me, those that could remember another time, those that knew the stories and even the members of our family that were part of settling the town of Katy and part of creating the foundations of what would become this rather large, diverse, chaotic and storied family.

We heard stories of learning to swim in rice wells, of my father’s generation growing up within a couple of miles and sometimes a couple of feet of nineteen first cousins, and of my great uncle handing out treasured silk stockings behind his grocery store during the rationing of World War II.   You see, most of us had never heard many of these stories.  I remember my great-grandmother’s large Victorian house in downtown Katy when it was next to the Methodist church but I don’t remember it when it had a chicken coop with fresh eggs or a cow grazing next to the sanctuary.  By the time I came along, the upstairs had long been closed off and my brother and I used to beg my grandmother to take us into the un-air conditioned upstairs when we visited there.  The house now sits in an historic park in old town Katy.

You see, all of this is part of us.  It is part of who we are as a family and who we are as individuals.  And even though they are not our experiences, they are indeed our memories.  We recollect them and make them part of our lives and part of who we are.  It’s called anamnesis, [Greek for] remembering.  But we don’t have a good translation of that.  It’s more than that, more than merely remembering something that happened to you, but rather recollecting something that made you who you are, acknowledging our connective past and our mutually-embraced future.  We do it every time we participate in the Eucharist.  We do this in remembrance.  The past becomes our present.  The two are so intertwined that they cannot be disconnected.

But the future is no different.  It is not out there, removed, sitting and waiting for us to pursue it.  It is already part of us.  The past and the present and the future cannot really be separated. Revelation is ongoing. One thing builds on another.  Life is not a straight road, but rather a multi-dimensional pathway taking all that it encounters unto itself.

I think that’s what Jesus was trying to get across.  But, not unlike us, those first century hearers just didn’t get it.  After all, they had God all figured out—what God expected, what God promised, what God wanted (and, in particular, what one had to do or be to be accepted by this God).  This was a God that would supply their needs and someday reward them with the promise of life.  And, on some level, this was a God that was removed from them, “out there”, waiting for them to do the right thing or worship the right way.  This God was holy and sacred, but almost untouchable.

And yet, here was Jesus, speaking things that did not make sense, things that did not fit with the idea of God that they held.  Here he was, this son of Joseph, the lowly carpenter, the one who they had known as a child, the one that they had seen playing with the other kids in Nazareth, perhaps getting in trouble when he didn’t come in for dinner when Mary called him, and the one sitting at the feet of the Rabbi’s listening to stories, now spouting utter nonsense.  In fact, refresh my memory—wasn’t he the one that got lost in Jerusalem when he was about twelve or thirteen and worried his parents so much?  And now here he is, claiming to be the bread of life, claiming to be capable of showing us the pathway to eternal life.  Who did he think he was?  This was blasphemous.  This was wrong.  And they became angry.  After all, he was one of us and how could one of us dare to know God, dare to approach this somewhat unapproachable God of theirs, the one whose name could not be uttered?

The truth was that they had limited their idea of God.  They had made God manageable, pulling this image of God into something that only they had experienced, affirming how they lived their lives, how they worshipped, what they believed.  Righteousness and living rightly was what was expected.  Righteousness, in their minds, is what would bring them to God.  And heaven?  Heaven was out there somewhere, waiting.  Heaven would come later.

But these words of Jesus did not reflect that at all.  “I am…”  It’s present tense.  It’s not talking about a God of their experience or a God of their ancestors.  And it doesn’t depict a God out there in the future, still waiting to be claimed.  Jesus’ words shook them to their core.  “I am the bread of life.”  No longer are we talking about rules or rewards or even righteousness.  God is here; God is now, drawing us in, into a story that has been in place long before us and that will continue beyond what we know.  But we are still called to remember it. 

The word that is translated here as “drawn” can also be translated as “dragged”.  That’s a little more intense, this idea of God dragging us toward the Divine, somehow compelling us to become that very image of God that we were created to be.  It is an image of a God that rather than watching us from afar and judging what we’re doing, is here with us, working with us, drawing us or dragging us into the story.  It is the very image of heaven spilling into the earth, into our lives. 

Now for a little high school English refresher:  Life is not limited to past and present and future.  Do you remember those pesky perfect tenses?  In English, the word “perfect” literally means “made complete” or “completely done.”  (Interestingly enough, that’s close to what it meant for John Wesley when he talked about going on to perfection, going on to completion, not necessarily unblemished but the way it was meant to be.) So, future perfect tense is completed with respect to the future, like the phrases “I will have seen it,” or “I will have known it.”  But it refers to something that has already happened.  Our faith is the same way. Eternity is not something that will happen to us someday; rather, we are living it now.  Its COMPLETION will come in the future.

Edna St. Vincent Millay once said that “[Humanity] has not invented God but rather developed a faith to meet a God already there.”   Look around.  God is here.  The Divine is always pouring into our lives.  “I am the bread of life.”; “I am the bread.”; “I am.” 

You see, we cannot limit ourselves to only the part of the story that we know.  There is so much out there that God is offering.  We are in this very Presence of God swept into the past, the present, and the future.  But it’s all right here, already a part of us.  I think that’s the reason that Jesus used the notion of bread.  So, why bread?  Why not potatoes? Or blueberries?  Or filet mignon? I mean, bread is a ridiculously common food.  Breadmaking has happened throughout the world for probably as long as humans have been around.  In fact, there is evidence from 30,000 years ago in Europe and Australia that revealed a starchy residue on flat rocks used for pounding plants.  It is possible that certain starchy plants, such as cattails and ferns and maybe even mosses, was spread on the rock, placed on a fire and cooked into a sort of flatbread.  Bread is a part of our life.  It always had been.  There’s nothing out of this world about it—a little flour, a little salt, a little water, sometimes a little yeast—the land, the sea, the air, and even some fungal microorganisms.  So why use something so ordinary, so organic?  Because it’s here.  Because it’s part of our lives.  Because it’s accessible.  It’s all here, right under our noses; And eternity is the same.  Here, now…right now…not something beyond this world or up ahead, but here…no waiting, no wondering, just something that requires that we step out of where we are.

In the 19th century, Soren Kierkegaard once told a parable of a community of ducks waddling off to duck church to hear the duck preacher.  The duck preacher spoke eloquently of how God had given the ducks wings with which to fly.  With these wings, there was nowhere the ducks could not go.  With those wings, they could soar.  Shouts of “Amen!” were quacked throughout the whole duck congregation.  At the conclusion of the service, the ducks left, commenting on the message, and waddled back home.  But they never flew.

We need to learn to fly.  Patrick Overton once said, “when you have come to the edge of all you know and you are about to drop off into the unknown, faith is knowing one of two things will happen:  There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught how to fly.”  Eat this bread.  Eat it now.  Immerse yourself in the life that God is offering you.  You will be amazed at what will happen if you only let God draw you or drag you or in whatever way it takes to compel you into life.  Eat this bread.  Jesus said “I am the bread of life.  Whoever comes to me will never be hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty.”  Eat this bread.  It is here; it is now.

Grace and Peace,

Shelli

The Body of Christ Given For You

So in August of Year B of the lectionary (as in this year), we talk about a lot of bread.  In fact, we end up with four weeks of bread, manna, and Parker House rolls (kidding, not those!).  What is that about?  Well, bread is sustenance; bread is comfort; bread is an ordinary thing, something that most of us eat every day in some form.  Now Jesus says, “I am the bread of life.”  Bread is what we need. 

“The Body of Christ given for you.”  You probably hear it at least once a month, maybe more.  What does that mean?  What does it mean for the Body of Christ to be given for you?  When you go up to the altar rail and you are handed that piece of essentially ordinary bread and you hear those words, what does that mean?  Part of it is a reminder of Jesus’ death, the body—the literal body—that was given out of love for us.  But if that’s all it was, this meal would only be a symbolic remembrance of that.  There’s more.  Isn’t that just like Jesus?  There’s ALWAYS more.  You see, that holy meal is not just so we can remember that Jesus died for us; I think it’s really about remembering that Jesus lived for us.  Jesus became us.  Jesus walked this earth as one of us.  Jesus died as one of us.  Jesus, God Incarnate, became one of us and when this very earthly Jesus was gone, we were left with the Spirit of God surrounding and flooding in to every aspect of our lives.  We were left with this–the Body of Christ.  The Body of Christ given for you.  So now what?

The Gospel passage for this week follows up to last week’s passage about the Feeding of the 5,000 (or more…there’s ALWAYS more.)  It’s a little funny.  It’s like these people are chasing Jesus throughout this lakeside region, almost stalking him.  They wanted more.  But Jesus was no dummy.  He essentially tells them, “Look, you’re not looking for me because you understood what I said and want to give your life to me and follow the Way; you’re looking for me because you want your needs met.  You want me to give you more food or more stuff or more guarantees of safety and security or more of what you desire.  You don’t really want to change; you just want to be filled up.” Instead, Jesus offers himself.  He offers himself as the bread of life.  Whoever comes to me will never be hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty.  So, is this about bread, or isn’t it?  Is it about literal, material bread that fills our stomachs and provides sustenance for life?  Or is it about being filled spiritually, having one’s soul filled with all this is God?  Yes…both of those.  Jesus is talking about both of those.

Jesus is trying to connect physical hunger and spiritual hunger.  The two cannot be separated.  It is the Word made flesh and the ordinary made Holy.  After all, what good is food that fills our stomachs if we are spiritually hungry?  And, yet, what does it say about God’s Presence if one is so hungry that he or she cannot see past that?  Mahatma Gandhi once said that “there are people in the world so hungry, that God cannot appear to them except in the form of bread.”  It is true.  The two cannot be separated.  Jesus knew that.  So, Jesus offered food for the hungry—in every way. (That’s the reason he just came out of figuring out lunch for more than 5,000 people!)  The Body of Christ given for you.  But beyond just offering bread, Jesus became bread, became that sustenance that fills our lives in every way.  Jesus, God Incarnate, was God, was the life-giving bread that our bodies and our souls so crave.  Jesus gave us himself.  Jesus gave us the very Body of Christ.

So here we are, the Body of Christ, each of us called to become the very incarnation of God in our midst, each of us called to become bread, living bread that is offered to others, each of us called to become the very real presence of Christ in the world, each of us called to now be the Word made flesh.  That’s right, WE are called to be that.  We come to the table every month, sometimes more.  We come with thanksgiving for what Jesus gave us.  We come to remember Jesus’ life, death, and resurrection.  But we also come because at that table, in that place, somehow ordinary bread and ordinary wine (or grape juice, in the case of us United Methodists!) becomes something that sustains us forever, something that means we will never hunger or thirst again.  And that ordinary table becomes a great banquet to which everyone is invited.  And we, ordinary people with ordinary gifts somehow, some way, somehow become the Body of Christ.

I want to ask you…How many of you like flour—just flour, nothing else?  How about shortening?  Maybe, some raw eggs?  OK, how many of you go for your daily treat of baking soda?   See, none of those by themselves make a whole lot of sense.  But all of them, along with some sugar, some bananas, and some pecans, make my grandmother’s banana bread.  You see, you take these ordinary things and put them together and they become incredible.  We are no different.  Ordinary people, ordinary gifts, and you take them and put them together and somehow, some way, they become the Body of Christ.  Woodrow Wilson once said of our country: “America is nothing if it consists merely of each of us; it is something only if it consists of all of us.”  It’s the same with the Body of Christ.  We are not a group of individuals clustered together into a church; we are the Body of Christ—each of us and all of us, together.  Oh, individually, we are important, we are loved.  God created us.  But together, oh, together, we’re the very Body of Christ.  Together, we’re extraordinary!

You know, those people came back, wanting more from Jesus.  What they didn’t understand was that there was always more.  In the 4th century, St. Augustine said that our souls are restless until they find their rest in God.  We will always hunger, we will always thirst, until we figure out that it is this—this table, these people, this banquet, this Body of Christ–that sustains us.  The Body of Christ given for you.  And then God gives all of us gifts to become bread, to become wine, to become the Body of Christ for the world.

Years ago, I was at a church where I was one of six or so clergy, so we weren’t always in each worship service.  One Communion Sunday, I was not in the middle and the last services.  I was going to get things done.  But I kept getting pulled away, needing to go across the Plaza to the other building.  At one point, crossing the Plaza, I glanced out onto the street.  It was a little street called Fannin in downtown Houston and there was an older man who was trying very painstakingly to cross four lanes of museum district traffic with a walker and only his daughter supporting him.  The traffic was whizzing by and it was not good.

I grabbed the crossing guard that we had and made him stop the traffic and went out and helped him across.  It took a really long time and by the time he got across, he was exhausted (and there were four lanes of traffic that were very irritated with me).  I asked the guard to go get a chair and we sat him down right there on the curb of Fannin underneath one of the sprawling Oaks with cars speeding by.  His daughter didn’t know what to do.

I started talking to him and he told me that he just wanted to come for Communion.  He was on his way to be checked into the hospital and he just wanted Communion.  He didn’t belong to our church; I had never met him.  But he needed more.  He said that he didn’t think he had the energy, though, to walk all the way into the sanctuary.  I told him that I was one of the pastors.  I told him to stay there, sitting on this chair on the curb under the Oak tree with cars whizzing by and I would make this happen.

I ran into the sanctuary just as they were serving Communion.  Now, for those of you that are not familiar with St. Paul’s, it is very high church, very proper.  Everything is done right.  The worship is stupendous.  But I leaned over the Communion rail to one of the other pastors.  “Terry, I need two to go.  I’ll explain later.” 

So, with bread and cups, I went outside and served the man and his daughter.  They were both crying.  They got it.  I’m sad to say that that man went into the hospital and passed away a week later.  That would be the last time that he took Communion.  But on that street corner, under the Oak tree, with cars whizzing by, was the Body of Christ.  The ordinary not only becomes holy; the two become unable to be separated. That IS the Body of Christ.

So, when we come to that table, ordinary and gifted as we are, we receive the bread and receive the cup, and our hunger and our thirst will subside, and somehow, some way, the very real presence of Christ will be there, the living bread, the eternal cup.  And through the Mystery of God, even we, each of us, will become the Body of Christ.  And then we will go into the world and be the Body of Christ for others. (And you just thought it was a bite of bread and grape juice!)

Eat this bread.  Drink this cup.  Come to me and never be hungry.  Trust in me and you will not thirst.  The Body of Christ given for you.   Amen.

Grace and Peace,

Shelli